you said so many things yesterday
i can't get these words out of my head
they keep turning
and turning
and turning over in my mind
i'm trying to make some sense
some meaning
some hope
from them
but i
am
just
confused.
why would you say that?
it makes my heart fill as if
with helium
to carry me away
into clouds
but it would be so cold
and my heart will burst
with the conclusion that
what you said
is not what you meant
and i
am still
confused.
i should just ask you
what your intention is,
shouldn't i?
but what would the answer be?
and the last thing
i want
is for you to feel
as if
i am making
something out of nothing
and making you
feel uncomfortable.
so i guess
i'll just stay
confused.
